Detour: extract
It seemed an eternity before Galina opened her door.
Maybe because Paul was no clearer about what he was going to say to her
than he was before, and so was standing there frantically trying to come
up with something. In addition to hoping she wouldnt be home, that
no one would actually answer Pablos knock.
Pablo had driven the three of them to Galinas house in the Chapinero
district, a working-class area of duncolored apartment buildings and modest
homes. When theyd slid into the backseat, Joanna hadnt taken
their daughter from Pauls arms as she normally had in the two days
theyd been with her.
She was making a statement.
This isnt my daughter. You hold her.
Well, Paul thought, theyd see.
Hello, Galina, Paul said when the door finally opened.She
seemed surprised to see them, but not in a way Paul construed as alarmed.
In fact, she smiled, then leaned over and whispered a sweet hello to her
very favorite baby. Paul felt like turning to Joanna and saying see, satisfied
now?
Joanna didnt look any different than she had during the ride over,
which was nervous and unhappy.
Galina invited them in.
The door opened onto a small living room. It had a
brown leather couch and two worn but comfortable looking chairs facing
a television. A lumbering yellow dog barely shifted from its sprawled
position on the floor.
Galina had been watching a soap opera; at least Paul assumed thats
what it was. A perfect-looking young woman was kissing a perfect-looking
young man.
Please sit, Galina said, gesturing to the couch. Do you see
this, Paul kept up his running, albeit silent commentary to Joanna, shes
inviting us in. Shes asking us to sit on her couch.
Galina brought out cookies and four cups of industrial strength Colombian
coffee in what must have been her fine china. She turned down the TV.
They made small talk.
How did the baby sleep last night? Galina asked.
Fine, Paul answered. She woke up once around two, I
think, and then went right back.
Youre lucky. Shes a good sleeper.
Yes, Paul said. Joanna remained conspicuously silent.
You have a lovely house, Galina, Paul said, continuing to
search for anything to talk about except the actual reason for their visit.
Thank you.
Whats your dogs name? he asked.
Oca, Galina said. At the sound of his name the dog
lifted his head and sniffed the air.
Did Pablo take you to the doctor yesterday? Galina
asked.
Yes.
And what did he say?
Everythings fine.
Wonderful, Galina said. She smiled; her laugh lines
fairly cackled.
Then Joanna spoke.
Her fever was gone.
Thats good, Galina said.
I wonder what it was? Joanna added.
Who knows? Galina lifted her hands up in the universal gesture
of the human limitation to understanding the mysteries of the universe.
Which is what Joanna was trying to do, of course. Understand, at least,
one mystery.
Paul knew that he was expected to take over.
If he sat back and said nothing, Joanna would accuse him of nonsupport,
of aiding and abetting the enemy. Except the enemy was treating them to
coffee and cookies and the general hospitality of her home. The enemy
had run to a farmacia to buy Joelle a thermometer when she was sick. Still,
he was counted on to do certain things. Support her, for example. Something
he hadnt done when shed insisted Joelle, the real Joelle in
her mind, had been
put to sleep the wrong way. Something he was firmly and unquestioningly
expected to do now.
Uh, Galina . . . we were wondering about something, he started.
Yes?
This is going to sound a little silly, okay?
Okay. Galina repeated his American slang with evident amusement.
My wife . . . both of us, really, have noticed this difference.
About Joelle.
Difference. What do you mean difference?
Well, I said this is going to sound silly, but the fact is, she
kind of smells different. Than she did before.
Smells? She looked over at Pablo, as if for confirmation shed
heard him correctly. Apparently, she had. Pablo looked as confused as
she did.
She had this kind of musky smell, Paul blundered on, and
now she doesnt. It seemed to change after, uh . . . when we thought
she was . . . when you went to get her the thermometer.
Yes?
We were just wondering about it, Paul said. Thats
all.
All right.
Evidently, Galina still had no idea what he was talking about.
We were hoping maybe you can account for it?
Account for what?
Why she seems to be . . . different.
Galina put her cup of coffee back down on its china
saucer. The sound seemed to echo unnaturally. Maybe because the room had
suddenly turned uncomfortably quiet, the only sound a vague murmur emanating
from the lowered TV. If the five of them were on that soap opera, Paul
thought, thered be a dissonant organ chord now to signify
the portent of something dramatic. In this case, Galinas growing
realization that she was being accused, albeit clumsily, of something
she still didnt understand.
What are you saying? she asked now. Are you suggesting
. . . what?
Nothing, Galina, Paul said, a little too quickly. We
were just curious, thats all.
About what?
About why she smells different.
I dont understand. What are you asking me?
Were asking you if you stole our baby, Galina. If you switched her.
Nothing.
Then why are you here?
Paul felt like asking Joanna that himself.
We wanted to know . . . , and here Paul suddenly
went blank.
She had a beauty mark, Joanna said.
What? Galina turned to look at Joanna.
She had a beauty mark when we got her. Its not there now.
Beauty mark?
My daughter had a beauty mark on her left leg. And
she used to smell like . . . well, like her. The beauty marks gone.
She smells different. I want to know if its the same baby.
Okay, Paul thought, Xena, warrior princess, was in full battle mode. The
cat had been let out of the bag. Only it wasnt a cat as much as
a Tasmanian devil, something large, carnivorous, and repulsive-looking.
Probably the way the two of them looked to Galina right at this moment.
After all, her back had physically stiffened one of
those clichés that evidently rang true. Her gentle gray eyes had
turned hard as glass.
Paul found himself trying to look anywhere but at her, searching for a
hole he might be able to hide in.
There was a box of cigars sitting on her mantel.
It had a photograph of a man in a white panama hat.
Paul wondered if Galina smoked cigars. A pair of
brown slippers nestled like cats on her front welcome mat. The dog, whod
roused itself from its semicomatose state, had picked up one in his mouth,
then dropped it by Pablos feet, where it landed with an uncomfortable
thud.
He forced himself to turn back to Galina. She still
hadnt said anything Joannas accusation had turned her
mute. She looked more or less horrified.
Later, much later, Paul would wonder if theres such a thing as peripheral
hearing. Something that impinges on the ear but only announces itself
later on.
He was trying not to stare at Galinas pained expression. He was
wondering whether he should apologize to her. He didnt notice the
muffled sound emanating from the inner recesses of the house.
Galina did. Which accounted for her expression.
Joanna had noticed it too. Because she reached out and dug her fingernails
into his arm. He almost cried out. Which wouldve made it two people
crying in the house instead of just one.
Him and the baby.
There was a baby crying in the house.
Hed finally heard it.
Hed finally processed it. Because when he looked down at Joelle,
she was sleeping. Which meant that there was a baby crying in the house,
yes, only it wasnt this baby.
Whos that? Thats the first thing he said. Stupid,
okay, but then, he was obviously a little slow on the uptake today.
Galina didnt answer him.
Whose baby is that? he said, even though he was starting to
have a good idea whose baby it might be.
Pablo. Can you go see who it is?
Pablo didnt move.
Galina?
She hadnt changed expression. Or maybe she had. The hardness in
her eyes was still there, and there was something else now, a scary sense
of focus and fortitude.
Galina, is that our daughter? Is that Joelle?
It took Paul a while to realize that Pablo still hadnt
moved. That Galina still wasnt answering him.
Paul stood up with the baby in his arms the question was, whose
baby? He felt faint. Okay, Im going to see who it is.
Announcing his plan out loud as if seeking approval.
He reached out to give Joelle to Galina and then, of
course, stopped himself. Galina wasnt exactly his nurse anymore;
it was possible this baby wasnt Joelle. He felt as if he were teetering
on the edge of a deep and dangerous abyss physically and emotionally
hovering right over the edge. The room itself seemed to be swaying.
Then things flew into motion.
Joanna stood up and said Ill go look, and immediately began walking
toward the sound of the crying baby. Pablo roused himself from his chair.
Paul offered up the baby in his arms so he could go join his wife, but
it seemed to take an enormous effort to lift her.
Sit down, Paul, Pablo said gently.
He was offering to look himself. He was telling Paul to sit down and take
care of the baby. Pablo was being Pablo.
Paul gratefully reclaimed his seat as Pablo followed
Joanna into the hall. The baby was crying louder, screeching even. And
Paul finally and completely acknowledged what Joanna had feared was true.
He recognized that crying.
He remembered it from the first day in the hotel room when their daughter
had wailed endlessly for food. Until Galina had shown up and made everything
all right again.
Galina was still stiffly seated in her chair only she appeared
to be physically closer to him than shed been before. How was that
possible?
For a minute or so nothing happened. The baby continued to cry from somewhere
in the
house; Galina continued to stare at him with an odd and unsettling calm.
Then Pablo reappeared, walking back into the living
room while supporting Joanna with one strong arm. She was leaning against
him, her head laid back on his shoulder as if she were very close to fainting.
Where was the baby?
Joanna clearly looked distraught, while Pablo appeared helpful. There
was undoubtedly a causal connection between those two things, but Paul
wasnt sure what it was.
Something was wrong.
Look closer.
Her head on his shoulder. It took Paul a few seconds seconds in
which the world changed from A to Z to understand that the reason
it was lying back on Pablos shoulder like that was that Pablo had
his wifes dark luxuriant hair wrapped tightly in his fist.
Pablo was pulling Joanna into the room by her hair.
Her mouth was open in a half-muted scream.
He threw Joanna down onto the couch, flung her backward as if she were
a piece of luggage hed thrown into the car at El Dorado Airport.
Sit, he said. The way one barks commands at a dog. A stupid,
stubborn dog, a dog who should know better.
Paul felt rooted to the couch, a spectator to a horrifying drama that
had suddenly and inexplicably become real. He was waiting for the intermission,
when he could stretch his legs, shake the cobwebs out of his brain, and
thank the cast for their stunningly convincing performance.
The play continued.
Galina stood up.
She methodically began closing the wooden shutters on each side of the
room as she talked to Pablo in a steady stream of Spanish. As if he and
Joanna werent even in the room. She seemed to be chastising him
Pauls Spanish was beginning to come back like a long-repressed
memory, and it seemed like he could understand every fifth word or
so. You. Called. Not here. For one regrettably stupid moment Paul wondered
if she was yelling at Pablo for throwing Joanna down on the couch like
that.
For not getting their baby.
For turning on them.
But that was like hoping youre asleep and dreaming
when youre completely and terrifyingly awake.
Paul handed the baby to Joanna the baby hed
thought was his daughter and that he now knew wasnt and stood
up to protest Pablos treatment of his wife, to reason this out,
to get Joelle and have Pablo take them back to the hotel this instant.
I told you to sit down, Paul, Pablo said.
Somehow he delivered this statement over Pauls prone body. This
was an enormous surprise to Paul. That he wasnt standing. He was
lying down on a wooden floor smelling of wet fur and shoe polish. How
had that happened?
He heard Joannas sharp intake of breath.
Im okay, honey, he said. Oddly enough, he didnt
hear the words. His tongue was strangely obstinate; it had decided to
lie down on the job. Just like the rest of his body, which felt absurdly
heavy. There was a strange metallic taste in his mouth.
He tried to lift himself up from the floor. No go. He felt vibrations
traveling through the floorboards, some kind of rebalancing of weight
from one place to another. He heard heavy shuffling and sensed a quickening
in the air itself.
They looked like marines.
Five men in mottled green uniforms whod suddenly
flowed into the room like a brackish river breaching its banks. Young
faces with stolid expressions of dumb determination. Each of them carried
a rifle.
Please, Paul said.
The room was eerily dark; Galina had closed all the
shutters but one. It felt like the moment before everyone yells surprise.
The surprise is for us, Paul thought.
Then he passed out.
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